The Last Night

It's 2 am,
She's still awake.
She's drowning
In her mistakes.

Wants to sleep,
But her mind's racing.
Minding things
She had been facing.

Repeating conversations,
Overthinking the day,
But she only wants one thing
She just wants him to stay.

4 am - still thinking,
Also started to cry.
She will pretend she's fine,
But she just wants to die.

Now she's afraid to sleep,
Because she is fearing her dreams.
People think her life's fine,
But it's not as good as it seems.

Now she grabs a blade,
To sleep it's too late.
She is holding her breath,
Feeling a little death.

What her friends don't know,
This night will be her last.
She needed to go,
Being part of the past.

She felt this every night,
She would always feel alone.
There was no end in sight,
So she made one on her own.