Salvation Is Dead

All I want is to want nothing,
Living in a world, not that dark.
A world, not this cruel,
Not trying to kill my spark.

But this life is killing me,
I suffocate under my fear.
I'm giving this life away,
There's no hope left for me here.

Maybe this is sick, or maybe it's just sad.
But at the end of this letter I will be dead.

I promised not to do it,
I promised I'd keep trying.
I pretended I was fine,
You should know I was lieing.

I can hear voices in my head,
They are screaming in pain. .
But it's the ones outside my head,
That are driving me insane.

I'll write my own ending,
Because I don't believe in fate.
I'll leave this world by now,
To make amends it's much too late.