Blue Fades To Black

For faking this smile,
I practice every day.
While my salvation
Drifts further away.

I'm praying to god,
I'm losing hope.
With this misery
I cannot cope.

When my mirror smiles,
I know it's fake.
All these challanges,
I cannot take.

Life's fading away,
Blue's fading to black.
I'll be gone forever,
And I can't come back.