Fading out

I'm stuck with writing these words,
While every breath, every heartbeat hurts.
There's no one there to share this life with,
For me there's nothing more to give!

Sometimes I'm crying myself to sleep,
This life, I cannot keep,
Is tearing me apart,
Me and my lonely heart.

Always being all alone,
Being the one left unknown,
Is making me wonder if I belong,
Or if I'm just so wrong.

Every day another emptiness,
I'm fading out in loneliness.
At the end of the tunnel is a light.
A freight train is in sight.

I'm left behind.
I know you don't mind.
My heart fades to black,
I'm just a wreck.

Love is all that I need,
While everything else is gone.
I can't do this on my own.
Why am I so alone?