Nothing more, than a whore

Every night it was the same,
I was here waiting.
Sometimes you never even came.
Like I wasn't the one you were dating. .

I never dealt with the sluts,
Never looked at other buts.
You were the only one that I embraced.
Your hand was where mine was placed.

From toe to ear,
You made me disappear.
I feel like I was born to fail you,
With everything that I do.

Why were you given to me?
Why couldn't I see,
That you will only leave
For someone else's grief.
For you're nothing more,
Than a self-centered whore.

My jealousy showed that I care,
No matter where you were.
You never left my mind.
Where is trust to find?

Healing my scars,
Is like counting the stars....
And like a plastic rose can't decay,
I will never betray.

You put a hole in my heart,
Now I'll put one in my head.
Forgetting you is too hard,
After all we had...