The void in me

Every second, every minute,
Every hour, every day,
You're pushing me to the limit.
Your memory won't fade away!

You left a void in me,
That can't be filled.
You won't ever see,
That my heart's what has been killed.

I'm crying, because I hope,
That tears will sew my heart.
I feel like hanging on my rope,
Breathing becomes hard.

I'm losing grip on what is real.
All the pain I have to feel,
Is tearing me down.
Your shiny little crown...

Your beautiful eyes,
Won't let me realize,
All you ever spread were lies,
You rolled the dice...

Well truth be told.
I gave you my heart of gold.
In return you used to chuck,
With you I lost my luck.